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Article: American Angst

Not all angst has to come from Japan: a review of some American sources, because they do exist.

Article by: Bad Jew
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Article rating: PG-13

Angst is just one of those universal things, like anger or popcorn. It's even making an appearance in some American cartoons and comics, which I'm going to call "Maranime" (pronounced Mar-Ah-Nee-Mae) because I enjoy making up words and it sounds sort of like macramé. (See? "Mar" like A-MAR-ican, which is, uh, spelled and pronounced correctly.) Most of maranime--the American cartoons on the air in the afternoons and the frightening hour of 7 am--is still stuck in the mindset that it can only appeal to children and young adults. Shows must be funny, no drama allowed, and even cartoons edgy enough to be considered action cartoons can't have people dying. Remember the X-Men cartoon? They spent half the series showing people not dying! Compare this to an anime like Evangelion and you can see that maranime still has a way to come. To be insane.

Nevertheless, there are some new shows that are bucking this trend: cartoons that are not afraid to show emotions, comics that understand that each sentence doesn't need to end with a punch line. Interestingly enough, this movement is coming from that bastion of pop drivel MTV (no, I'm not at all bitter that the cool kids never invited me to their parties). I speak of Daria, now in TV heaven, which in its last season showed us there is a place for shoujo plotlines in mainstream American TV.

The plot of Daria is simple. Daria is a sullen, cynical high school nerd--or, as the show calls her, a "Brain." Along with avant-garde best friend Jane, Daria does battle with the forces of teenage life we all hated: the jocks, the cheerleaders, the teachers, the administration, and the Man.

The first season of Daria is just snide remarks about the idiots of her school, but in the second season the writers spice things up a bit. Jane starts to date Tom, an indie-rocker type from a local private school. Eventually he grows tired of Jane and starts gaining interest in Daria. Jane gets mad but they make up, and Daria starts dating Tom. Here's where it gets interesting: Daria doesn't know how to be in a relationship. She's afraid of commitment and of the future. You can tell where this is going if you've seen any shoujo anime; fights (sans giant robots), breakups, reconciliations, et al.

It may not look like it, but Daria's racked with angst.

Admittedly, the whole Daria angst thing gets a bit out of control. By the end of the show even Lianne, who is normally a big fan of shoujo (I mean, she even likes Fushigi Yuugi), got a little tired of Daria's indecisiveness. But Daria shows an American audience that angst and humor can coexist, if only for a little time.


I don't want to live in a world where Joan of Arc can't cry when she sees Abe kissing Cleopatra.

Not all angst has to be "Oh no, my unrequited love has gone unrequited. My soul is filled with woe!" Ok, well, it does, but at least it can be funny. A new MTV show (I guess MTV does get a good show every two to three years) called Clone High is one of the best teen-angst comedies I've seen on either side of the Pacific. I love the concept of cloned historical figures that live and learn, love and angst in the same high school. It brings the world one step closer to my ultimate dream of a 2-D Guilty Gear X-ish Historical Fighting Sim (well, not really, but a man can dream).
Now, most shows would shy away from a convoluted love triangle between respected statesman Abraham Lincoln, France's greatest hero Joan d'Arc, and Egyptian princess Cleopatra--but not Clone High. It's even brave enough to show Gandhi and Lincoln open-mouth kissing to show that ADD and its hyperactive cousin ADHD isn't communicable. If all Japanese shoujo could learn to integrate angst, comedy, and kissing properly (I'm looking at you, everything other than Kare Kano) the world would be a better place.

Now, to turn to a topic that otaku (anime fans) might be a bit more familiar with: webcomics. The hyper-popular webcomic Megatokyo is currently the leader in angst per strip. Piro, the writer/artist responsible for Megatokyo, is obviously heavily influenced by anime and manga; he's a huge otaku in his own right, and he professes his intent to become a professional manga writer/artist (mangaka). The Megatokyo plot is too complicated to be summarized here, but suffice to say that Piro, the main character, is in a love triangle with two girls and an animatronic Playstation accessory. Piro has taken a lot of flack because he has too much angst in his strip, but because it continues down the angst-flooded path that it does yet still remains one of the most popular webcomics on the web shows that angst is not only acceptable, but popular. Drink in the sorrow of woe!


Piro doing what he does best--angsting.

Comics have always been a source of angst, but for an example of how angst in a comic can really be done right: Blue Monday is, in my opinion, one of the best shoujo angst-ridden comics in any language. It's funny, it's sweet, and it teaches you a vast array of Irish curses and punk bands. If you need to bone up on your obscure pop-culture references, this is perfect for you, as you'll be learning about Adam Ant and silent film stars. I won't say too much about it (other than it's horribly lewd so don't read it if you're under 17), just read it, darn it! Oh, and it has shriners.

The shows/comics listed in this article may not all be on the same level of quality and angst-infusion, but they're all good--hell, Clone High will even give you a history lesson and Megatokyo'll teach you Japanese. If you've been wanting to get your angst on without waiting years for a domestic company to pick up an anime or manga title for translation, these titles are some good old home grown, union-made, communist free American Angst. Enjoy responsibly.


If you're a child of the 80's and this pose is familiar, you're in the right place.